Okay, typing this post has been a weird out-of-body experience for me. It's like my brain is rejecting the fact that this is a thing that is actually occurring. Long story short, I'm dropping Mithos.
Short story long, my muse for him is utterly exhausted. I've been having problems getting inspired with him on and off since April, and my interest in actually playing him - walking the walk instead of just talking the talk, so to speak - has gradually waned to almost nothing. For a while, I thought it was just a general rp funk thing, but clearly that's not the case. So I think it's best to let him go rather than continue to flounder.
( IC details of his disappearance from the enclosure )The last three years have been incredible. I got the chance to develop some wonderful cr and explore some very unexpected routes, and I'm so grateful to everyone who played with Mithos.
Even though he's literally one of the most awful people to have ever existed. I've always said that the day I dropped Mithos would be the day I dropped from Luceti altogether, but luckily it looks like I'll have to make a liar of myself. I'm sticking around, riding solo with Jean. And maybe this won't be forever - if I feel that spark again, I'd like to bring Mithos back someday. For now, I just need a break.
Now excuse me while I curl up into a ball and weep silently.
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